Sunday, April 17, 2011

How should I say?

How should i say? errrmmmm.............i'm workin dr jam 8.00 hingga 5.30 ptg....every hours yg i tgalkan anak2 adalah sgt precious bagi i. Lately i rasa bosan bekerja but i still manage to catch with any dateline given by my boss yg tua berkopiah. But dlm hati adalah sgt teringat2 kt ameer & aliff. I trust my bs sbb stkt ni mmg dorg jaga both of them dgn baik skali.....





And believe me, sejak beranak dua ni i fikir nk jd SAHM pastu maybe learn to be WAHM which i know bukan mudah. I believe my hubby is financially able to tanggung sekeluarga cuma i ni kena kurang kan compulsive xabis2...hahahhahahha!!!

sejak2 beranak dua ni i lbh instrumental. Skit2 ameer, skit2 aliff. yg plg i xthn, smlm blk dr kedah, when the doors was open, trus ameer lari peluk i....Masyallah...his face expression yg plg i xtahan...i rasa mcm nk nangis tp cover sbb ada rmai org kt rmh. Trus teringat2 lps tu.

this thursday will let ameer fly ngan nenek dia....isk...rasa mcm xnk lpskn jer...but i know my mum will take good care of him. Sometimes i have to learn to let go....mcm mane kalau dia skolah nanti, mcm mana if he'll study abroad, if he'll get married....yaaa...call me freak but i rasa sedih hokey....tgk...i cried now....sentimental hokey....have u all ever think of this...huhuhuhuhu.....ngeri hokey....;)!






p/s: kasut adalah kasut kije....slipar adalah slipar masa i buat household chores....;)!

2 comments:

~ As ~ said...

eh saya nak la selipar facebook tu...hahaha

xerox said...

yup..mmg x tahan tgk mukanya cem gitu...:( sy memahaminya...
insyallah u boleh melaluinya..